November 2011
5 posts
The Fixing
You alone, have repaired the gateway between happiness, and dark sadness. One little word has forever changed the severity of the shadows inside my mind. If it were not for your healing abilities, the bridge would have collapsed, the tunnel would have subsided, the light would have diminished. All though the shades are partially over me, I have the powerful light that you have shined over me,...
Our Difference
You don’t understand how I am. You believe that I live for the same things as you, but i’m entirely different. You include me in your jokes, putting me in a position that I do not particularly like. Don’t feel singled out, since I’m used by many students. Simply because they don’t have the nerves to do it themselves. I am pressured by these fake teens everyday, and...
What Lies Beneath
I pray for darkness at times when it is impossible, as I feel an akward presence among those who enjoy the brightness of day.
If only that wish to start conversations with me would understand that I am not concerned about the terrific things that are happening to them.
Don’t expect my “happiness” to last, as it becomes more and more of a struggle to fake cheerfulness to hide...
Uncertainty
Throughout the day, I sit and wonder whether or not I should discuss my problems with a professional. Although I shouldn’t feel like this, i’m almost ashamed to be different than the others. I’ve gotten quite far by trying to blend in with the normal crowd, even if they are mostly ignorant juveniles. I’m not entirely sure about who i’ve grown familiar with, as...
